It’s time for a typical crazy N’Sharia rant.
I’m having the worst luck dating.
Literally thee worst.
I’ve been “seeing” this girl somewhere between 4-6 months.
She’s sweet and funny. Definitely super sexy. I guess you could say I really like this girl.
Unfortunately a series of shitty events happened and I haven’t really seen or talked to her in a week. Honestly probably more. I lost count.
She kinda cornered me into talking about the situation yesterday after many attempts by me to completely avoid it.
We ended up arguing about it for way too long. Pretty much to the point where she is completely ignoring me and I honestly could give a fuck less about the entire situation….
But here’s the fucked up part.
I can see her purposely going out of her way to ignore me.
And I still miss her.
I think I miss just being with her the most.
It’s stupid because I know I’m still uncomfortable and upset but I just want all this to be over.
I’m kinda starting to feel like it won’t be.
Like we’re over before we ever actually had a chance.
I’m sad. But not sad enough.
Then there’s my ex.
Long distance country loving lady.
She’s a complete sweety and we have this strange connection. It always draws us together regardless of who we’re dating.
Today she asked me to prepare for her to move here.
Now that sounds pretty romantic right?.
She has a girlfriend she’s been living with for a little under a year and she has to hide talking to me because of that.
It just doesn’t make any sense.
The girl I’m interested in doesn’t wa.t shit to do with me. And the girl I.forgot about wants to wife me down.
Wtf am I doing wrong?.
I’m literally three steps away from giving up on dating for theong haul.
It’s all apparently just a bunch of bs and let downs.
I don’t really see the point in it anymore.